I was met at a country station by a springiest
buggy drawn by a decrepit looking nag and driven
by an ancient man who must have been eighty if
"After another dusty journey of perhaps ten
minutes we arrived at a village containing about
thirty houses; on a hill beyond I saw what was to
be my home, a large gray stone set of buidlings im
posingly set upon the highest hill in the neighbor
"As we drew up to the gate it was opened by two
nuns in habit and I had to descend at the gate and
walk in, my baggage was taken by the nuns and
the bugyg drove off. I was taken to the superior's
office and m$t there a fine motherly old woman
whom I liked at our first meeting, and who in my
memory I still cherish. After the usual registry and
questions, I was taken by a young novitiate and
shown my room.
"I was informed that my room-mate a girl from
Madrid, was not expected until the next day. My
trunks and other baggage was in the room and my
escort offered to help unpack and get things in
order. I accepted her invitation and soon I was
comfortably set in my new home. During the unpacking this little nun asked me countless questions
about America, and until I left I was held in awe
by her and some of the other inmates, because I
came from that great land across the sea.
"The next morning as I was preparing to go
down to the garden, my room-mate arrived. She was
accompanied by Sister Theresa (my escort of the
day before) and very cordially greeted me at our
introduction, her name was Nina Alvarez, and I
was at once astounded by her beauty, she was of
about the same height as I but a bit heavier in build,
a very sweet face and a handsome figure, and her
"Her bagagge was not long behand her and at
the Sister's offer to help her unpack she thanked
her and declined her offer. As she left she told me
with a knowing smile, she had too many intimate
possessions that she did not want everyone to see
and she hoped that I was of a discreet mind because
If I was not sure she would have a hard time in
"I was delighted by her frankness and I promised
that I never bothered things that did not concern
me. She seemed to like this answer, for she gently
kissed me. She then said that for th operation, she
must be comfortable, she locked the door and took
off her clothing to her drawers and chemise and
began her unpacking.
"I helped as much as I could and was hanging
some of her dressed in a closet, when she called my
attention to a box she held and said, "Well dear,
here is our husband for our stay here." As she
said this she laughed.
"I told her I did not understand her, and at this
she seemed surprised and handing me the box told
me to open it and examine the contents, I did so
and reposing in the box was an exact replica of the
male generative organs. I was surprised and she
seeing the look on my face asked me if I never
saw a dildoe before, I told her I had not and she
told me that if I were willing she would soon show
me what it was and its use.
"She had also a collection of pamphlets and pic
tures, such as Gerald had, and seeing all of this
thrown into the company of a very salacious girl
and far beyond her age in sex knowledge, as I
"There was only one double bed in the room, so
that meant we would sleep together. As soon as
she got into bed, she started talk of amorous es
cspades she had had, she coaxed me to tell mine
and I related my only sexual experience I have ever
had. She hugged me to her and told me she was
glad L was not a prude as she had feared.
"We got on with our studies nicely, and at night,
as the feeling moved us we indulged in some ex
citement with Nina's machine, I must tell you of
the first time she used it on me.
"We both had been looking at the pictures and
books and it was not long before we were both
ready; Nina cried out, 'I must have my husband
tonight, would you like some soothing stiffness for
your little cunt my dear?"
"I said I would, and with that she was up and
to her chest of drawers and produced the dildoe.
This machine was made of ivory covered with rub
ber, at its base was a pad covered with hair and
below were two hollow rubbar balls, to the hairy
base was attached straps for fastening it about the
body of the one who played the fale role. I found
out also that it could be fixed to the ankle and a
girl could use it by herself in this manner.
"She next produced a bottle of white liquid, I
later found that this was milk, she then got a small
pan, she poured the liquid into the pan and then
put the dummy cock in after heating all over our
escapades she had had, she coaxed me to tell mine
lamp. I watched this process with interest, as it
became the temperature desired, she took out the
dildoe and filled one of the balls with the warm
milk, she then told me to strap it about me.
"We lay on the bed together and proceed as near
as possible the love play between a pair of lovers,
at her request I mounted her, and as she spread her
thighs I got between them and directed the priapus
to her waiting cunt, her quim engulfed the machine
and it was not long before she was begging me to
squeeze the balls and shoot the warm fluid into her.
"As she finished she kissed me and thanked me
lovingly, feeling her movements and knowing of
her enjoyinment added fuel to my burning desires,
I asked her to hurry and perform the same opera
tion on me.
"This time I lay on the bed and without any pre
liminary play she filled the tool and mounting on
me drove it to the hilt in my burning cunt; oh,
how good it felt to again have something plunging
into your insides. I was twitching and shoving with
her movements, delighted at the play of her loins,
and in my rapture I forgot to tell her when to press
the bulbs, the hot blood raced through my veins,
my juices came down in torrents of blissful feeling.he did not let up but watched me closely as she
plunged that heartless instrument deep into my
womb, she pressed the globes at just the time when
the essence of my body was about to break forth,
for the tenth or the hundredth time I don't know.
"I was greeted with this warm fluid deep within
me, I thought my heart stopped beating, I lay gasp
ing for breath as she poured it into me and my
liquid relief came back at her. I was overcome at
the success of an inanimate object giving so much
"We made use of our 'husband* as we called it,
at least three times a week, until we went to Nina's
home at vacation time. We never in our indulgences
took anyone else in our secrets, and we formed no
intimate acquaintances, of course we knew and
spoke to everyone, but that was as far as we ever
went with them.
"The summer of the next year, 1914, brought a
lot of changes to my life in addition to meeting
the only one I have ever loved until I met you,
dear Roland, I had to come home from school; I
will tell you these things in the order of their hap-
pening."The first of July we were given a holiday per
iod to visit our homes, we were to return the first
of August, that would mean if I went home all my
time would be spent in traveling to say nothing
of the expense of the round trip from and to Europe.
"Nina invited me to visit her home and use it as
my own; I accepted her generous invitation and as
we arrived at her family's country estate we were
warmly welcomed by her mother and father. I later
met two younger sisters and an older brother Juan.
I was at once overcome by his masculine beauty
and fell deeply in love with this Spanish Adonis.
He was all of six feet tall and built in proportion,
dark complexioned and with dark brown hair and
eyes; the names of the two girls were Margaretia,
aged ten, and Dolores, who was eight.
"The parents were very pleasant old folks and
made my stay with them a real pleasure, they treated
me as a daughter and my every wish and whim
was anticipated by the servants.
"Juan lost no time in making ardent love to me,
the day after our arrival I met him in the garden
and he became very gallant at once. As the sun
was very warm he led me to a bowed and as we
sat side by side on the bench, he put his arm about me and tried to kiss me, I was not against this
treatment but Idid want to wait awhile before be
coming too intimate with him. He vowed love at
first sight for me and told me in all the flowery
phrases of his language how beautiful I was.
"I allowed him only my hand to kiss which he
kissed passionately. We then arose to resume our
walk and as I gained my feet, he took me into
his arms and pressed a hot kiss on my lips, I up
braided him for this in a coquettish manner and
he excused himself saying he lost his head at my
beauty. I excused him secretly hoping he would
do it again, but he did not and we left. We had
gone only a short distance when he excused himself
from my presence and was soon out of sight in a
turn of the path.
"I proceeedd only a few steps when I was over
taken by Nina, who laughingly said:
" 'Ah! temptress I saw you in the bower, I was
just about to enter to read when I heard your
voices. I thought young people do not go to bowers
to talk, I will listen. I then eaves-dropped on you
and heard him vow his love, heartbreaker, what
are you doing to my poor brother?'
"We both laughed at this and I told her I thought
he was sweet and that I really believed I was bitten
by the same bug that had stung him; again we
laughed and proceeded arm in arm through the
garden talking of Juan.
"I suddenly asked Nina, 'My dear, what would
you give if Juan was not your brother, and made
ardent love to you?'
" 'Let me tell you," she answered, 'for a long
time I have been willing to throw myself at his feet,
but I will never be the first to suggest an intrigue
that would cause incest.'
"My salacious mind at this started working, sup
pose I could bring these two together? What a
sight, brother and sister locked in naked embrace
pouring their souls out to each other. I would try
not now but later, first I must gain their confidence
and enjoy absolue intimacy with both of them.
"The next afternoon I again met Juan in the
garden; again he poured out his soul's thoughts to
me and now I acceded and allowed him to kiss me
and fondle my breasts. He pleaded with me To al
low him to kiss them and after a long period of
begging on his part I granted him his wish. He un
covered my bosom and was captivated by the sight.
He fell on them with hungry lips and kissed and
sucked them until I could no longer stand it, un
less I ask him to satisfy those inner feelings which
he was arousing.
"As I closed my clothing, I let fall a remark that
I very seldom lock the door of my bedroom, and
as I left him I could see that he was in a state of
"Counting the minutes as I lay in the bed waiting
for him, I knew he would not fail me. I was almost
ready to give up hope when the door opened and
Juan softly slipped into the room. As he entered
he shot the bolt locking us in from intrusion. I had
only a small lamp burning which cast a dim light
over everything but still made it light enough for
us to see everything we did.
"As he entered I arose and threw myself into
his arms. He led me back to the bed where we
sat arms about the other. I had on only a semi
transparent nightgown and knew if he looked hard
enough he could see al of me beneath it. He was
dressed in a robe, slippers and night shirt. The
night was warm so I told him to take off the robe;
as he again came to me we lay on the bed side by
side in each ohter'sarms. He kissed me so lovingly, I
was overcome by him at the start."He was holding me so tiight, I thought he would
crush me, but I enjoyed this feeling of masculine
strenght. I was conscious of a hard something at the
base of my stomach. I knew what it was and I put
my hand between us and took hold of his throbbing
member. This article was rock hard and hotas fire.
I could feel every beat of his heart in its motions.
I was overcome by the size of it, fully a foot long
and as big as a teacup, would I be able to take all
of this giant into my small cut?
"He meanwhile was exposing my charms, my
gown was about my waist and his hand at my Mount
of Venus, one finger between my palpitating lips
which longed for the connection about to take place.
"His hand removed, I took his immense weapon
and played it up and down my slit ,t our mutual de
light. He asked me to remove the gown and as I did
so he relieved himself of the shirt. I almost tore the
gown from me in my mad wish to please him.
"I placed myself on my back open for his attack,
he lay on top of me, his first attemps were awkward,
he hurt me, I told him so, the head of his member
was pushing through the lips. I cried out with
" 'Oh! It enters now at last, what pleasure.' He
thust hard at my poor cunt. In effect half his column
was in my belly. I feared to lose that which he had
to give me and I assisted him in his brutal efforts to
a complete penetration, gradually he slipped into
me, I felt the impalment with hungry delight, and
then driving downward his loins, he went to work